there ya go ....

i hide inside anoda high
no mata how hard i try
cant find ne oda way
to get meh thru anoda day
to numb me thru
and leme deny wots true
to revel maself widout fear
is wa i long year afta year??
to wash ma thoughts lyk rain
and leme feel nothin rather dan pain
i hafta try bury my sorrow
will i wonder abot tomorow?
but did i see da risks i'd take
did i care tha mi life was at stake?
can i fill da void and dat fo wich i pine?
can i change mi fuckin life and make it mine?
if dey cud see buh da many thoughts trapped
they'd understand da way iv had2 adapt
ever feelin da beckonin unto me,
fo all da reasons dey cud neva see
i cant find a way owt as it seems
haf i become lost in mi own dreams???????!